Hero and Master of the Universe.

Ah, the heckticness of life. It's never boring, I'll tell you that much! So today is gonna be a little bit of a mixed bag again, a (tiny) bit of Japanese, a dream, maybe even a song and a spell I learned back when the voices talked to me. xD Anywho, I've been working on making a website to keep things more organized and probably will announce it soon after completion. (That and trying to not get sick so hopefully that works out for me xD).

Your next 5 characters for the Hiragana will be the "K" series:

<-And this one right here I will expect to become your favorite word as you become more confused and confused by my chaos.And remember Ko-re(here), So-re(there), and A-re(over there) from the last Japanese lesson? Well, add Na-ni(or nan) right after (adding a "wa" sound) then add a desu ka sound for sentences such as "Ko-re wa nan desu ka" meaning "what is this?" switch out the sounds "Ko-re" with so-re or a-re to make two more new sentences. What was that? you just spoke your first sentences in Japanese? Mind blowing, right? now just a couple hundred more and welcome to basic conversations. Just stick with it, it'll become much easier and much more rewarding. Next time I won't have the little dots between sound though... they are bad for you. Just helps to start out, but dump them as soon as possible as to not mess your brain up. (Click to go to the full lesson II).

Now for a dream(or two) because you're here for the crazy goodness known as the insanity of my mind~

２００８年 ?? 月 ?? 日
Ship in the sky:
Yay! This time I flew  most of the dream. It stared out I was at home sitting in my room.
Some guy materialized out of nowhere and told me we had to hurry up or we where going
to be late. I follow him downstairs and out the door to the backyard. He begins to hover
off the ground and starts to fly off when I call out to him that I can't fly. Him upon hearing
me turns around lands back on the ground and gives me a strange look. "What do you mean you can't fly?" he asks a bit confused. He begins to mutter about me not having all my  memory back yet and shakes his head. Putting his hand on my head, he muttered something and begins to fly off again. I (hehe) somehow know how to fly now and take off after him. We are both head to a giant ship in the sky. Looking just barely over the ship's edge he tell's me "Shh... I need you to remember who the people are. There isn't much time left." He disappears and them I am captured. After interrogation, the captain decides to make me a (look out guard?/???). Well anyway I spend the rest of the dream flying, trying to keep up with the ship having fun flying; then towards the end of the dream I begin to lose my power of flight and begin to slowly to descend back to earth. (all the while trying to get back to the ship.) (RUNNING LATE FOR WHAT?? HE GIVES ME TEMPORARY FLIGHT JUST TO DITCH ME!??)

Haha...that is where I wake up.

2008年 ?? 月 ?? 日
The stange house in the woods:
I can't remember where it starts out exactly but I somehow end up in a strange apt room.
There is some sort of get together with about eight? people. Suddenly a storm come up and
we all have to go to the basement. Soon I somehow end up at Grandma S's house. It's always
starts out as normal at her house; Leann, Susan, Mom, they all end up ALREADY being THERE.
I head to the back room to see what Carry is up to, while EVERYONE else go's to the living room to watch a movie (which one IDK.). After I get to Carry's room there is a loud crashing noise coming from Grandma's room. running back to the living room, I see/hear someone/something trying to get through the front door. I rush out the back door and run along the edge of the  woods towards the direction of church. It is night time. The yard I run through is some sort of cabbage/garden field. Soon after I make it past the field, I turn to my left. It is all the sudden day time and I am all of the sudden at the opening of a open field. At the (left) edge of the field poking out of the trees is a big white house, (sorta like the ones you would see in books about the colonial days). I approach the house and step on to the porch. Reaching for the door handle a key appears in my hand. (and I somehow remember pulling it out of an envelope that was under the door mat. With MY NAME WRITTEN ON IT, somehow -,_-, Wow, I can read while I'm asleep...XD) I open up the envelope and am distracted by the door opening on its own...the people inside welcome me and say they have been waiting for me.

 [I wake up.]

 The majority of my dreams have been primarily about  people who have been waiting a long time for me to arrive to meet them. It's really weird, especially since I was never around anybody while growing up (with the exception of my parents) so I'm not sure where I would have gotten the idea that somewhere I was wanted and expected to be (very unlike my house growing up xD).  Maybe I'll be the old child who finds the house in the middle of no where with those weird people waiting to meet me, maybe I'll even rescue them from an oppressive alien race who's sole purpose is to kill and destroy them. Either way, it would be kinda awesome be known as a hero, especially if that makes you their life long leader and queen.

I'll get back to you on the song and spell later on tonight after I find my notebook.

[UPDATE 5/22/2013 @ 11:40pm]

Now below is a song I wrote in 2009, and quite frankly it's depressing, but y'all kids like that stuff these days so I doubt there will be any love lost when It comes to your enjoyment of my writings. 

"Debacle/Lost to the Night--June 2009"

-1-

Scream. 

 Fall to the ground,

 No getting out of this

 Take a look, 

 Your off the hook

 Never gonna escape

 the cause of corruption

 Downward spiral

 Your caving in

 Bogged down by the sins of past generations

 ever falling the misshapen nations

 *Chorus

-2-

Don't know how much I can take

My mind slowly comes undone

Not gonna let you run.

The perfect disaster

Here at the world's sublime

Master of the on coming sought

Never gonna reveal the master plot

In a casket

Frozen in time

Countless moments

Can you hear her?

*Chorus

-3-

A pail of disaster

Cascade of hope

End of Time

The perfect crime

Never here

What do you hold dear

Hear the cries that can never be uttered 

In a cage

Locked tight

Lost to the night

Lost to night!

*Chorus 

Chorus :

Unknown secrets 

Blinding fear

Just tell me why I'm even here

*Here comes the Debacle

with him comes the end

The voices whisper

"Disappear!"

you've been....lost

to the night...

Light a candle of your favorite color, one that brings you calm and tranquility and find you a place of calm and refuge. Sit in a meditative stance of which you find comfortable. With the candle in front of you, close your eyes and feel it's warmth, let the warm cover you--fill you until you embody its warmth.

Spell of Calm and Tranquility:

Incite:

Candle light so warm me fill,
Erase all bad,
All in me still
Stress, malice and negativity,
Be gone from me
For as I will

So mote it be

--The Empress Majik!~